the occasional knock on the head
the kiss that seems to melt my heart
the hug that melts me completely.
the conversation at the bus-stop.

i havent felt this fuzzily warm in a long while.

"promise me you wont act crazy and i'll love you"

It has been a while since i blogged. 5 months, to be exact.
The times past had pretty much been a whirlwind for me. I've been through rides to heaven and plummet down to hell.
I guess its my fault as much as his. Too fast. the speed's been incredible.
I know people are pretty concerned about me. My msn nicks have been pretty emo, but its of no fault of mine. linked to my mood what.
To clara: actually, im not just fragile, im already broken.

I wanted so bad to just walk on. But i cant do that with my head constantly turned behind me.

Perhaps some answers will be given after the week in london spent.

Im not being greedy or selfish. I only want what a girl wants. A boy all to herself.
No sharing please.
Im a one-boy girl, as much as he should be a one-girl boy.

till then, my mood will prolly be in the pits.
I'll be fine. I mean, what damage can a broken heart possibly do?

it has been so long since i blogged.

18 hrs a day, 6 days a week = 108 hrs worked per week.

and this is only the appetiser, it will only get worse.

jap co interims/ finals --> stat board interims/ finals --> jap co 4 day stocktake plus finals--> stat board finals.

will i survive it?

appraisal time, will i get booted out?

maybe it aint such a bad thing afterall, but can i have my bonus first?

2 mths. and not a few measly hundred bucks.

disclaimer:(i bet no one puts at the disclaimer at the top, but what the hell, after 6 bottles of beer, who can be very sober? n ot me anyway.)
a not very sober me

Life is unpredictable.

At first, a few days ago, i had a date wikth wanqi on friday to do our nails.
Alas, she had an xmas dinner last min.
so i booked dodo. dodo had dinner with dono who.
so its ah lip lip. alas, lip lip booked the movie for wed instead of fri.

And so i went home n resigned myself to fate (doing my 2 companies and handing in my files to manager)/

However its not to be. Wanqi called .(at this pt of time, i only changed outnof my clothes and not makeup)

"u wanna join me n my bf and gerald for dinner?"

*cute guy alert*\
okie!!

so its kandi bar- 12 beers for 4 ppl,

thendinner at coffee club

off to lunar we go.

after a few more beers, miss liu cannot walk straight anymore.

did i mention they try to drown me in drinks? and the cutie tried to get a flamin lambo for me

nono

but now i think 38year olds have more fun than 21 year olds. :s

im such a bitch.
Call me materialistic, but i cannot survive life without cars.

I mean, feelings can be nurtured (even it may take some time), but different mindsets...
its just compatibility issues, and i dont think i can take it when you spend 4k on some seminar tix thats supposed to be lifechanging. (esp when u r jobless)

Zouk or Resident Evil?

I guess the evil won.

And it meant dragging a laptop down with me to town. Even after emptying the bag of all the cables and stationary, its still darn heavy.

so heavy that my friend cant stand looking at me limping.

She took over the carrying of the laptop for me.

I would have felt much better if she look so glum and sian.

"Come, i take over the carrying"
"Dont want la. U look like u r going to fall over with the laptop"

So the whole night, we were fighting over a laptop that one one wanted.

And it din help that i bought half a dozen of jap beer and my dad was asleep at 11.

No one to pick me up.

But i still managed to crawl home myself.

Lesson learnt:
Never bring a laptop out, even at the risk of it being stolen by some blanga doing renovations

Manager: "You will be in charge of the P&L items ok?"
Liu: "orh. i try."

At the Payroll section,
miss liu realises to her horror... the company has 800 employees on the payroll.

:s.

Manager; " nvm la. its a lil tough. even i have nv done the payroll of 800 ppl b4. after this, u will be DAMN good at it."

But being on a job, and getting out of the office is kinda good in the sense that, theres finally eyecandies ard!!

niak niak.

At first, it was just the occasional glances, the bumping into each other when he came out of the loo and when im going in.

then its the exchange of smiles.

niak niak. then i made the right decision of wearing a short dress paired with killer heels on casual fridays.

When the 2 cuties (yes, there are 2 cuties..TWO, in the company full of uncles and aunties), popped their heads out of the car, asking if we want to join them for lunch (bearing in mind, we have nv ever spoken to them before),
I almost said yes! hehe. no more canteen food!

But the manager said no. bleagh.

Now i just hope he's the boss' son. He somehow fits the criteria.
First, he looks young. ya la. he looks younger than me le.
Secondly, he sits in some weird place on his own, looks like hes starting from the bottom.
Yet, he hangs out in the managers' offices, chatting with them. he almost spends half his time doing that.
hehe

Maybe being an auditor aint that bad afterall.